My education has experienced two major distinctive
phases in two countries. My schooling in China before university and two years
in an Australian university so far allow me to draw a comparison between my
educational experiences and reflect on how my culture and identity influenced my
education.
The culture I was exposed to had an
enormous impact on my experience within education. Before I moved to Australia,
I was immersed in a culture where more emphasis was put on grades than anything
else in school. Going to a top university was considered by most people as the
only path to a decent life. As a consequence, my school life was purely about
getting good grades. When I was in high school, all the P.E., music, and art
classes were cancelled and replaced because they would not be tested in the
university entrance exam (the equivalent of HSC). It was believed that our
valuable time was better to be spent on “more important classes” such as Maths,
Physics, Biology, and Chemistry. My education was greatly affected as some knowledge
was selectively left out. Now I often feel embarrassed about my ignorance in
music, arts, and my lack of interest in sports.
This culture also indirectly altered my
learning patterns and strategies. In high school, we were taught to
unimaginatively memorise facts to score well on tests. Teachers used to write
down or read out answers on the board for us to copy and memorise. After years,
I gradually learnt to study for the test rather than for the knowledge. Rote
learning seemed to work better for me and my learning strategy was cramming
before exams. However, having spent two almost two years in university, I am
starting to realise that my old ways of learning are becoming much less
effective. Courses like “Culture, Identity and Education” require critical
thinking and reflection that are based on the overall understanding of the course
content. When there aren’t right or wrong answers, rote learning and cramming wouldn’t
help at all.
My identity as an international student
also affected my education experience in Australia to some extent. Often, I am
more hesitant to ask questions, to express my opinions in discussion, or to
speak in class or in social situations. It is because of the fact that English
is my second language and it makes me worried that I might not be able to articulate
or make embarrassing mistakes. Lacina (2002) pointed out that many international
students face challenges with English used in social situations although they can
perform well in classrooms (p. 22). Sometimes I am also not able to engage in group
activities and discussions when they are related to certain topics. For
example, in the first year management class, we were asked to talk about
Australian politicians. At that time I didn’t even know who Tony Abbott was and
no background information was given. So during the whole discussion, with no background
knowledge, I wasn’t able to participate. Also, in education classes, students
often talk about their experiences such as multiculturalism, racism, and how
the teachers addressed these issues in their schools, none of which I could
relate to because I had no similar experience.
References
Lacina, J.G. (2002). Preparing
international students for a successful social experience in higher education. New Directions for Higher Education, 117,
21-28. doi:10.1002/he.43
Hey Jia Wei!
ReplyDeleteJust read your post and I've come to realise how some of us truly take some things in life for granted for example, myself. Being a person who was both in a country totally foreign to my parents, but still raised to experience two differing cultures whilst not forgetting my own roots probably seems like a gift to many. How much of a challenge must it have been to be living and learning in a foreign country from your own! I commend you, and applaud you for your ability to do this!
Through your post, I was reminded of numerous students in my year 12 cohort who were international students, and never could I begin to empathise how much of a culture-shock they must have experienced. Being of Chinese background, and being able to speak and comprehend basic Mandarin enabled me to converse and assist them throughout the year however, whenever they discussed about particular topics amongst themselves concerning their home country, I became the one left out. What a turn of events!
And about your comment about how your identity as an international student affects your education experience - I believe that this occurs to anyone who seems to out of their comfort zone. For you in particular, lack of confidence in speaking a language is understandable; I experience this on a day-to-day basis with my parents. Regardless of how capable you are in terms of studying or learning, cultural clashes and differences in society can affect one's identity tremendously (just as Lacina suggests). I guess in order to tackle these social experiences is to strive and continue using the language in order to gain confidence. That way, it doesn't matter whether you are an international student or not!
Hopefully, everything goes well with your studies and please, don't fear class participation based on what you believe is your capability; in the end, it is through interacting with others constantly that you are then able to converse more :)